In the Name of Allâh the Most Beneficent the Most Merciful.

سْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم YaAllah janganlah kau uji apa yang tidak termampu aku lalui ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶٩(•̮̮̃•̃)۶When You Are HURT, You Learn To HATE..On The Other Hand, When You Hurt Someone, You Are RESENTED..BUT You Start To FEEL GUILTY As Well..However, Understanding Such Pain Enables YOU to Be KIND to Others..KNOWING PAIN Helps us GROW UP, to MATURE.. ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶٩(•̮̮̃•̃)۶ We should be taught not to wait for inspiration to start a thing. Action always generates inspiration. Inspiration seldom generates action٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶yaAllah..berikanlah aku kekuatan mennempuhi segala cabaran dan dugaan..aku lemah tanpaMU..٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶Starting over isn't crazy. Crazy is being miserable. and walking around half asleep, numb, day after day after day. Crazy is pretending to be happy. Pretending that the way things are is the way they have to be for the rest of your bleeding life.٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ If she's amazing, she wont be easy. If she's easy, she wont be amazing. If she's worth it, you wont give up. If you give up, you are not worthy. The truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for -Bob Marley :٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶..Mohon maaf atas segala salah silap.. Ikhlas dari MOHD SHUIB ABD RAHMAN..

Friday, July 1, 2011

Heavy Duty...dweller!!!!

in the name of Allah the most Gracious the most Merciful

Its have been 8month since i started working here..in this place of bricks and stone woods..seeking, searching, gaining, earning my living..


a lot of thing sure have happened..for me to survive, to fight back, to tolerate, to endure, to be passion...

a lot of things sure have made me grown up..perhaps just a little..this place sure teach me the meaning of life...the survival of the fittest...

you did not choose to be like this but environment makes you..i dont really know..but i realize..

what Allah have wrote down in the Luh Mahfuz..perhaps its all His planning..but Insan..never get enough of what he/she already have..

me too..i am doubtfully envy all my friends that get hired to a big company,have a better life rather than me..sometimes i keep on dwelling on the past

yes there are many thing i regret the most in my life..how stupid i am..all the wrong decisions i have made in the past

what if i took the TESEL
what if i took the Latihan Separa Perubatan SPA
what if i dont enter U@#$%^
what if i quit biomedical engineering
what if i dont accept this job..taking the job equivalent of diploma holder

and now i am thinking...


my salary way too bad..really bad..my reputation?just like a SPM leaver..my skill??i knows nothing..my knowledge???worst of all i never used them...

yaAllah..what is my future???