in the name of Allah the most Gracious the most Merciful
Its have been 8month since i started working here..in this place of bricks and stone woods..seeking, searching, gaining, earning my living..
a lot of thing sure have happened..for me to survive, to fight back, to tolerate, to endure, to be passion...
a lot of things sure have made me grown up..perhaps just a little..this place sure teach me the meaning of life...the survival of the fittest...
you did not choose to be like this but environment makes you..i dont really know..but i realize..
what Allah have wrote down in the Luh Mahfuz..perhaps its all His planning..but Insan..never get enough of what he/she already have..
me too..i am doubtfully envy all my friends that get hired to a big company,have a better life rather than me..sometimes i keep on dwelling on the past
yes there are many thing i regret the most in my life..how stupid i am..all the wrong decisions i have made in the past
what if i took the TESEL
what if i took the Latihan Separa Perubatan SPA
what if i dont enter U@#$%^
what if i quit biomedical engineering
what if i dont accept this job..taking the job equivalent of diploma holder
and now i am thinking...
my salary way too bad..really bad..my reputation?just like a SPM leaver..my skill??i knows nothing..my knowledge???worst of all i never used them...
yaAllah..what is my future???
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(o_0)THERE IS NOTHING TO LEARN FROM A LESSON WITHOUT PAIN..BECAUSE YOU CANT GAIN ANYTHING WITHOUT SACRIFICING SOMETHING IN EXCHANGE...(0_o)