in the name of Allah the most gracious the most merciful
it have been a long time..since i really wrote what really inside the complicated and fuzzy logic of perception..
nobody except HIM that really knows what is/are my feeling/feelings twoward what was and what will be...nobody cares..perhaps...
my heart fills with sorrow and regrade..i'm not a person that would expect more that that is in life..i dont really have the hope to achieve what that i'm not capable of..its not that i dont have a dreams/dreams..but i rather knew my limits than be hurts by silly and stupid hope and desires..
right now i really hope some miracle do happen..
to tell the truth i'm a bit upset with my sis future wedding...i have this some kind of add awkward feelings to let my sis marry this guy..
of course i cant the QADA & QADAR that have been written at LUH MAHFUZ..but there rather something that i might be able to do to changes the direction of life...future of my sis...
i do really hope the best for my sis..
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yaAllah..aku harap jodoh yang terbaik buat akak aku...
“Maka, nikmat Tuhan kamu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?” (Terjemah QS. Ar Rahman [55]: 13. Redaksi ayat ini diulang-ulang sebanyak 32 kali dalam surah Ar Rahman).
aku redha dgn ketentuanMU yaALLAH...
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